losing life.

just like fine sand escape your fingers; just like the sun secretly sets; just like age creepily adds on; just like termites subtly eat away - i'm losing life.

as conservatives, we spend a good 20 years realizing our ideal path. we waste the next 10 years living our parents dreams. we barely start living our lives past 30 when we finally say fuck this bullcrap. do you wake everyday with a smile? do you put on clothes and set out to do the things you die for? do you meet people whom you love and they love back? it's not just about you being happy. it's about every little thing you do in the every day that you live.. is supposed to fill you with joy. aren't we supposed to overflow with joy, pleasure and love? we live life once. we're overjoyed by birth and afraid of death. then why don't we grab every moment and accept it.

i'm stuck in this cassette of life. it's a tape on repeat being played on an old school deck. you and i are stuck in it. society tells you how to look at things - how to judge, accept, smell, eat, reject and give up or work like a dog. what are we working towards? what are we slogging for? what is money? pfft.

Jai, once told me about this streamline that everyone gets stuck in. He said not to fall into it. Taken the untaken path; live your own life. Wiseman's words. bigups to you boy. Hope everything's turning out well for ya. holla.

dont mean to bore ya.
(blame this post on damien rice's Delicate - it twirls with emotions.)