a mother.

she passed.
he has been in the states for years. she was in malaysia all along.
they communicated often. he flew across to see her after many years. and recently she flew here to stay with him. 6 months. he gave her joy, company and care. about a month ago, she flew back after 6 months.
i get a call moments ago saying his mom passed. stroke. v sudden.
he flew back coupla days ago to see her ill. abt 2-3 days later she passes.
my friend. he lost his mother.

it scares you. no matter what you do, you can never prepare for moments like these.

i see god in my mother. i see god in everyone's mother. a mother gives unmeasurable love. love deeper than the deepest. love you can only feel. can you live without a world without that kind of love.

he has only memories now.

scares me.
the only reason i regret being abroad is coz im far from my mother. i've got god by the neck on this one, dont he dare.. dont he dare.