7 pounds.

okay okay, i know i said Marley & Me was an awesome flick but this.. wow.
from the start to the end, i was glued. plus blown away by the ending. great movie!

tunes.

coupla new tapes. listen:

1. Drake.
2. Weezy.
3. Rob.
4. Kanye.
5. Keri.
6. My fav.

peace.

Marley & Me.

i started this post by telling you how the movie goes. but then i stopped and figured i ain't doing justice to the movie by telling you. go watch it yourself. ain't no nothing to be shy about when i tell ya i teared crazy at the end of it. never saw it coming that way.

reminded me of my dogs. especially Lucky.
such an angel she was. she would love you so much as long as you were in the house. she was friendly and so sexy. now, prince is the opposite. big ass male dog. only similarities they two share are that they're both gorgeous and they love us as much as we love 'em. ;)

still consumed in my circular lifestyle. study; work; family. lovin it!

p.s: should i get a new car, or save money?

pixels.

What is a good day to you? your day's expectations..
keep it simple. like a good day to one can be to not die on the way and back from work.
if you survive, then its a good day. if you die, then.. who cares? you'd be dead anyways innit? we set the bar for ourselves too high.

anyways, was on the way to work on Mothers day. Shift started at 1pm and it'd have gone all the way to 11pm. Sweet. but as I was highway speeding in my audi.. Whaa whaaat! pfft. anyways, as I was on the way to work on 280 South, there was a traffic jam. At 1pm? Had to be an accident. as i inched closer to the scene, i saw thick smoke emerging into the clear day. I hoped to God no one lost their life.

As I drove past, a Chrysler Sebring convertible was on fire. Yes, the whole damn car literally in heavy flames in front of my eyes. I looked on to see the other car it has hit into. A Lexus LS. Make sure you're seated before you read the next sentence. The firefighter had the backdoor open and he was helping.. kids out. shit! KIDS! That just did it for me. A car on flames + kids.. I drove past not knowing if kids and adults lost their lives in that accident, on mothers day. My heart has been in a knot. I said prayers for those lives and told God not to take them yet. shizz..

Saturday was a distant cousins' engagement. She's my age. The boy's a hardworking and great natured guy. It was really a joyous occasion with the whole family. Of course whiskey and dancing multiplied the joy even more.
On top of that, I met Amrit's cousins at the partay. What are the chances? It was great chatting them up. They invited me to join them in Vegas in 2 weeks for Tiesto at Jet Nightclub. Doubt i will, but see how things go. Amrit/Ju, wanna go? lol.

Gonna dive into coupla tiny projects. update soon.

a mother.

she passed.
he has been in the states for years. she was in malaysia all along.
they communicated often. he flew across to see her after many years. and recently she flew here to stay with him. 6 months. he gave her joy, company and care. about a month ago, she flew back after 6 months.
i get a call moments ago saying his mom passed. stroke. v sudden.
he flew back coupla days ago to see her ill. abt 2-3 days later she passes.
my friend. he lost his mother.

it scares you. no matter what you do, you can never prepare for moments like these.

i see god in my mother. i see god in everyone's mother. a mother gives unmeasurable love. love deeper than the deepest. love you can only feel. can you live without a world without that kind of love.

he has only memories now.

scares me.
the only reason i regret being abroad is coz im far from my mother. i've got god by the neck on this one, dont he dare.. dont he dare.